do you ever have restless sleepless nights? the one where every shadow makes you jumpy as hell and you cant get your brain to slow down for five fucking minutes?
welcome to my nights, some nights even the pills they have me on to help me sleep don’t work, guess what ladies and gents that is tonight.
my head just swirls with thoughts ideas crazy fucked up images and the rolling mess twists until it cant twist anymore then unravels and I think about all of it all over again.
I cant wait for the sun to some up and the house is silent, erika is asleep and even yoshi cant keep pace with how my eyes seem to dart to every corner and find every light even if the place is completely dark, it is nights like this when I will face even the demons I fear in the dark to try to get some sleep….
sleep…
yeah right tonight there is no rest for the weary…what wicked…train wreck and the sky will swallow you whole if you don’t watch your step laddie, welcome to the freak show, and everyone is on display.
you can find your wettest dreams and most terrifying nightmares on tv and the lights spinning around are the carnival of a life time, the ride never ends and the monsters seep in looking to feed on your soul, find yourself in the hall of mirrors yet don’t look too close you wont like what you see the lights dim and the ring master takes the stage….
welcome to the most fucked up show on earth Barnum and Bailey you got nothing on this shit…
and here we have my parents favorite failure of a life time…did not only fail in school, failed as a criminal, a crooked wet nap of life looking and lurking beneath the hat the top hat that hides our next attraction Dr. Jekle, look out we wont want to miss out on seeing Hyde in all of this…someone find the band saw so we can help Dr Frankenstein finish the monster…oh you know Robert Deniro we love ya so much, take a bow, take a life award, see the ravenous monster with in and find yourself soulless laying on the floor one of your many out of body experiences, yes my friends we have acid cotton candy to help ease the journey down the rabbit hole, and we see nothing more than the twisted distorted shapes of what used to be the face of a leader cast down and thrown aside in the mud slinging contest of a life time…oh W. you got nothing on this one the slide show moves on to a life filled with nothing much you got it, work and still nothing is ever good enough see if you can find the right way to put that key in the lock and get yourself home, sorry you cant stay here my friend….
and the cabby wont take you home
welcome to the tilt a whirl and you cant get off you paid for a continous ride of a lifetime,
feeling sick yet???
do you feel the worthlessness ooze from you like a bad cologne in some cheap ass club where you put in two quarters and out pops a baby…oops I mean condom too bad they don’t give those fucking things away at straight clubs too
aw sorry America did I touch a raw never sorry we are all out of novacaine, just deal with the pain the drill only goes on forever…
FOREVER….
never mind that dull ache in your head that throbbing sense of what is right and good, who the hell do you think you are getting past the pearly gates anyway and st peter has a sign for you, go straight to hell do not pass go do not collect 200 dollars…sorry Mr Moneybags…
guess money dotn buy happiness after it but shit it sure as hell didn’t hurt to try did it?
you wont find success here you missed out on the nick at night college marathon and ran straight to trhe rat race of life and forgot to tell the banker you were working the same fucking job for half the fucking money and you did not deserve the job anyway…
so move the hell away and buy your sheets at walmart your gas at the major chain and find yourself starving after eating the 6 big macs you cant seem to stomach…
just so you know tomorrow…
you get to throw it all up and do it all again…
who said your ticket wasn’t good for more than one show…
I tell you what my wandering friend…
toothless and feeling your oats….
come back again.
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